Monday, August 07, 2006
its been ages since the updates. jex proves dat im a lazy gurll.rarr. but im feeling kindof down and out lately. smile charmaine, SMILEEE. -* i'll try to let it go bit by bit.im really trying veh hard. but i really hope you do understand whie im feeling this way im nort being unreasonable or ridiculous. i promise you i'l let it go as tyme pass.thank you fer nort giving up on me;but alwaes there consoling me. lurvelurve kay. xuans//i will never be angry with you.never ever will.cox ure my bestie. alwaes will be. im jex sad and disspointed bout wurt happend today. really pierced me. cox you noe. it makes me feel that the one precious thing in my life is being threatened. u've alwaes been my strong pillar of support. the one where i'll look up to when im down and out. the one that keeps me strong and happy. but i believe in the special bond that we share. i'll nort loose this faith; for,i lurve you dearly.thanks fer ure reassurance. HUGGGS!!! on a sweeter note for that sweetieeee:i'll lurve you with every beat of my heart;and rem our phrase?NOW AND ALWAES i still adhere to it when i sae that ((:god bless.
. i want out . `@ 3:56 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
. i want out . `@ 7:23 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
((: its been awhile. but im still happy with life!with you and my precious darlings!hee. theres many highlights this tyme roounnd becox its been a real long tyme!the past 2 weeks is supposedly our sch holis. but it definately din felt liek its the holis becox of the amt of things dat i have.which makes the other half of me wanna start sch faster!haa. oh wells, brains liek to contradict at tymes.oh yess. the biggest highlight of all is our hatch days!i guess its been one of the nicest hatch days i have.of cox wurt more can you expect when ure spending it with ure bestie and ure dearie ryte?hee. BIG BIG thank you all!i really lurve all ure effort, ure tyme but most importantly;URE PRESSENCE hugs bestieee... ((:lurve.mm. coached the kayakers from RP.yea! it definatly was farn minus sum rascles! but the sweetest thing of all was that YOU went.that was more than enuff to spur me fer the entire 2 whole days.the thought. the effort (:on a serious note..fyp's load of work are liek getting heavier and heavier.lab and more lab work!rarr. but im jex glad dat im kindof able to find that interest to keep me going.i jex pray that things goes well fer the colloquim.ytd nyte.. more liek morning was terrible.i was feeling terrible. real terrible.but it jex made me realised and made me so sure of wurt i wanted.and i guess its really a good thing.maybe its actually good that it happend.and im preety comfortable to liek talk bout such things cox it really made me feel better.at least nort having that veh lonely feeling nemore.its hard to comprehand, but i hope you do.cox its nort any you. but its the special YOU, the you thats kept so dearly to my heart.i dun expect you to understand it nw, on the spot.but i jex pray that you'll understand it in tyme to come.becox i believe its really nort easy fer our path to cross and even harder for feelings to grow fer each other.yea. i ilu dearie.really really do.hugs.
. i want out . `@ 9:11 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
i hate this feeling.but im dissapointedwhie dont you see things the way i do.)):maybe im jex unreasonable
. i want out . `@ 8:44 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
i realised this has been the longest break i took from blogging.getting lazier and lazier. rarr.but im happy with life now. in fact, very happy.(:thank you god for making my life now so fabulous.ive gort the best of frens and the dearest thing in my life.hee. you all noe you are.you all definately makes my world go round.and i mean it from the bottom of my heart. highlights of life//
-meeting up wif the dearies for yummy food*slurpss.. tho there aint much catching up, it doesnt matter to me noe?cox within the silence im facinating bout this special bond that we share.the many years of frenship and many many more years of it to come.cant wait for the next dinner ! (:-poseidonhee. i lurve the show.i lurve shows with the sea.but of cox the show was made even greater with my precious beside me.HAA. i lurve sitting in the cinemas.cox it jex brings back the sweet memories of the past.like hw the black and yellow cat pic makes me smile (:-camp orionthe camp that the MCs took soo much time planning for it finally came.tho there were sum screwed ups, we made it through HAPPILY (dats the emphasize)and as usual, CAMP FIRE was the best of all.the shoutngs, the cheers, the dance, the performaces;it was totally exhilarating; everyone was in high spirits.the adrenaline and the groove. beyond words.but wurt i liek most bout the camp is of cox the PEOPLE.shall nort name but yea.. ure the niceset bunch of people (:really made camp F U N.ooh. and nort forgetting wurt the silly gurll did during campCUT HAIR. haha.. SILLY RYTE oh, and stop saying ure fat. ure NORT.=D-rockclimbinghaa. went climbing with the year ones and the rc gang.i alwaes wanted to climb cox im scared of climbing.i dun wanna be scared of climbing. i wanna conquer my fear.hee. i did 4 walls ytd.im happy and proud of myself ((:oh but the best thing of all,dearie's there too.heee. he's presence is liek soo enuff to keep me smiling.yea. the bigbig events in my life so far.im lurveing it (:
TOTALLY.
on a personal note;my precious one.. ure lurved.
now and always.
i lurve the sense of security; the stablenes
and jex soo soo many others which i cant comprehend and put dwn in words.
but you shd noe ure my motivation and my many many things.
so dun keep feeling liek wise kay.
cox its nort the wayyou tink it it. its just hard to sae. but its nort.
cox the only person dat ive gort right inside there is YOU.
and ONLY YOU.
-hugs.
. i want out . `@ 8:57 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
haa! im back again. and i tink im a veh lazy person.look at how big the gaps are frm 1 post to the other.haha.updates bout life..mm. went blading with my precious gurl! tsk. i officially hate humps can!!grr..i keep falling at humps and it feels soo retarded cox you noe you gonna fall but cant help it.and those damn pro bladers jex gortta be infront of you..haha. you noe dat kindof pai seh-ness..ahhh.. hah. but oh wells, precious saes its jex part of the learning process.and i gortta agree cox i cant help but fall.haha. okae randoms.oh and part of the highlight of that dae was crystal jading.haha.. my first tyme trying the buns at dat place can!hee. precious alwaes brings me to places where food jex rawks.but who cares! we lurve food ryte!!! =D slurpsmm. oh i wanna announce! i can finally start my car practicals!after so long can... i wanna drive! have my own car and DRIVE!!!haha. cox can you liek imagine the amt of things that is to ure advantage when you drive!!?!liek wake up laytor; walk lesser; have lesser things to carry on hand; can go hm laytor; can drive to nise places to eat and can liek basically go anywhere you want at anytyme! and most importantly, can spend more tyme wif the dearie (:oh my gosh. dats liek paradise dont you tink so!?!haha. okae! im so gonna work hard and try passing.*start prayinghmm. on a more serious note..sch's starting soon. which means im liek gonna be a third year student alr! rarr. i dun wanna grow old!tho. i want my bdaes to come so i can have pressies!hee.. but at least its the woodlands campus alr. which definately cuts dwn the travelling tyme!at least sth to yayy about! but dan again. 3rd year means FYP.loads of read-ups and experiments i can forsee.argh. pls giv me the strength to conquer all this.haha.butbut i noe with the sweet thing around me..things cant be dat hard.i jex lurve dat dearie so MUCH.i dun wan 3rd year to end. ironically, since i dun liek studying. haha.but cox i noe when it ends, it definately gives both of us a new phase in lifeand of cox a test put to this bond that we have built upim so scared to face it. becox fer nw im sure, i dun ever want anything to change.ANYTHING and definately nort the feelings.
. i want out . `@ 9:12 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
its beenn a realll long tyme since i blogged mans!haa! im back nw.harlow everyonee who sees this post!manymanymany things happed all these days.good and bad i can say.dearie passed drivingi passed my coaching assesment! (yayy. i can get my first pay sooon!)frens are sum tymes jex dissapointingdisney on ice wif deariemouse getting good o's resultsi drove a power boat out at seai completed a 300 piece puzzle and framed it upkayaking wif sch peepsbbq-ed wif the trainerscooked spagetti! haha! i noe dere must be somemore! jex dat i cant tink of it nw.hmm. i wanna catch up wif my dear things!meet up soon to have sum goooood food alryte!!slurps* its beeen a long tyme since i ate nise foood.its changi's food all the tyme!*dearie! i feel so good, so good to have you.i wanna tell you dat nothings ever gonna change100 days.. more and more's gonna come. its neve gonna end.cox deres nothing i want more dan you.i heartheartheartheart you,my precious. my one and only.its you, its forever gonna be YOU.((:
. i want out . `@ 6:53 AM